Life sucks as of now.
I am not happy AT all. Reason is because I have been denied my Christmas gift from my OWN father. GODS. I am so pissed and let down right now... It's horrible. It's all I want for Christmas. But he's all I can't afford it right now. Blah blah blah. FUCK OFF! >< It just makes me so angry.. I really need a new computer. I even told him the cons of this one I'm on now. Why must people be such bastards. He started the whole 'You don't even have a job' shit thing. GODS!

I told my one friend I would be down if denied this wish. So by gods, I am depressed as fuck.