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Miles Edgeworth ([info]defyingxgravity) wrote,
@ 2008-07-03 21:06:00
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Nothing In Shinjiro's Way - By - Alex.
There is always something sad about the streets close to the school. The people there always treat you like crap unless you were stronger. One of those people happens to be the person Akihiko needs to see. It has been too long since he’s seen the other teen. The two were at a turning point and the tides turn. Akihiko looks up to find the brunette under a light post. Hands in pockets and head hung. Something tells Akihiko that Shinjiro is in pain. He walks up to the other to confront Shinjiro.

Akihiko steps in front of the other with a serious look. “A turning tide… Lovers at a great divide!” He points to Shinjiro then at his self.

Shinjiro looks up to look down into those eyes of the other. A look upon his own features too. “Hn.”

The silver haired one takes the other’s wrists and tugs him to and from. He means business when he came here. Akihiko gives a determined sound and shoves Shinjiro back against the wall. The brunette blinks looking to the other in disbelief. Something is up if Akihiko thinks he can push the other around. He needs to stop the other from continuing on… The taller teen steps aside and walks on down the alley. Akihiko’s eyes widen at this.

“Why’d you laugh?” Akihiko points out to Shin about when the other snickered. His features tense. “When I know you…hurt inside….” His head lowers while singing to the other. The determined teen sighs heavily. “And why did you say…?”

Shinjiro shakes his head at the other while waving a hand in a dismissive manner. The brunette brushes the other off while walking again. Akihiko clenches his hands into balls of fist and rushes towards the other teen. He would not let Shinjiro brush him off! They may be at a standalone point in the relationship but still…! He pushes Shinjiro forward a little and looks up to the other.

The taller teen takes his hands out of those pockets and looks behind him. “It’s just another day… Nothing in my way!” He waves his hand to the other. “I don’t want to go… I don’t want stay…” Shinjiro shakes his head and lowers it. “So there’s nothing left to say…”

Akihiko narrows his eyes at the other. Of course there is something wrong here! The other is lying about something… He could tell. “And why’d you lie~!” Akihiko takes Shinjiro by the shoulders and shakes the other a bit. “When you want to die…! When you hurt inside! Don’t know why you lie for anyway…” He sighs heavily to notice the other’s look. “Now there’s nothing left to say…”

The two stand there for the longest time in silence. Akihiko needs to make a point for the other. His lover is in turmoil and won’t speak up about it. This always troubles him when Shinjiro brushes him away. The silver haired teen shakes his head and punches the other in the gut. Frustration consumes Akihiko as he stands there fighting tears. The taller frowns and steps back in pain. He gasps a little for air before looking to the side. There he goes again with brushing Akihiko off. The shorter looks to the other with an angry look.

Akihiko points to Shinjiro while trying to make his point. “A tell-tale sign…” The younger gives a sigh in frustration. “You don’t know where to draw the line!”

Once again the other teen walks away from him. Shinjiro would hold off on telling anyone about his issues. The other should know part of it… He just doesn’t want to have the other worry too much. Though now it seems pointless since Akihiko is worried to no end with Shin. It would hurt even more if the older teen told the other. A lie indeed about nothing wrong. The pack of pills in his coat pocket…

Akihiko yells out to Shinjiro! “And why’d you say…!”

Shin shakes his head and looks up to the darkened sky. “It’s just another day!” His voice wavers on the verge of break down. “Nothing in my way!” He raises his hands into the sky while calling out. “I don’t want to go! I don’t want to stay…!” He tips his head to the side to look over. “So there’s nothing left to say…”

Akihiko looks to the other’s hand that reaches within the pocket. Bingo! The silver haired teen races over to the other and grabs that wrist. He pulls the hand away from the pocket and gives a squeeze to make a point. Shin hides something in that pocket… Shin looks to the other with a look of shame. Though…he once again will brush the other away to save Akihiko from the truth. But it always will hurt…to be lied to and the truth. He hangs his head and steps away pulling the hand away.

Akihiko grabs the other’s hand and looks up to Shin ready to say something. “And why’d you lie~…” He reaches over to the other grabbing the coat. He can feel the odd shape inside the pocket. Realization hits him hard. “When you want to die! When you hurt…INSIDE!” He points to the other’s chest and shakes. “Don’t know why you lie anyway…! Now there’s nothing left to say…”

The older teen looks down at the ground with a stern look. Stubborn bastard he is… Akihiko grabs
Shin by the shoulders and sighs trying to calm down from his anger. The two stand there like so for a long few minutes. Akihiko braces his self for the truth of it all. He reaches inside the pocket to find the pack of pills. Shin glances up and shakes his head. The pack is revealed. Eyes widen in shock at what they are… This is the same pill that those of Strega take! He looks up to Shin as his jaw drops. Now the tears well up in his eyes… Shin takes the pack and shrugs his shoulders.

Akihiko growls lowly and watches his lover. “Well for a lonely soul… You’re having such a nice TIME!”

Shinjiro snaps his head to the side and waves it off.

Akihiko steps closer to the other and punches him once again. “For a lonely soul… You’re having such a nice time!” He punches Shin again in the gut. This way he won’t be crying a stream of tears. “For a lonely soul… It seems you’re having such a nice TIME!”

Shin shrugs his shoulder and takes the hits from the other. That’s right, Aki. He didn’t care what the other did to him right now. He knows he deserved this treatment. He’s such an ass to the other. Shin should not have lied to Aki for the sake of their love. But then again… They were at a standalone point in the relationship.

Akihiko knows what this all meant too. Even when the pain of this realization wears off…his Shin is dying. The younger shakes in fear of this realization. “You’re having…such a nice…time.” His voice barely above a whisper.

“Just…” Shin begins to speak to the other.

Akihiko shakes his head at the other. He didn’t want to hear it… “For a lonely soul… You’re
having such a nice TIME…”

“…Another day…” Shin tries to speak up in this. “Nothing in my WAY! … I…”

Akihiko turns from the other and starts to walk away. “For a lonely soul…” His voice not even above a whisper now. “You’re having such a nice…time…”

Shin sighs and kicks at the ground while whispering the words. “…Don’t want to go. I don’t want to stay… Just…”

Akihiko stops short to give one last look to his lover for now. He’ll come back once he’s calm and cool again. “For a lonely soul… It seems you’re having such a nice time…”

“…Another day… Nothing in my way!” Shin calls out to the other. “Don’t know why lie for…”

Aki looks to him at that and turns off to walk away. He was lying to his self about it. Denial.
“You’re having such a nice time…”

Shinjiro struggles to stay calm with a whisper. “Anyway…”


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